Will I find my man?
2003-02-08 || 9:06 p.m.
I feel like all I can do is think about him. Nothing else matters to me but how he is feeling, what he's doing or if he's thinking about me while he's with his girlfriend. Low huh? I feel like he's the only guy I want & don't care to look for anyone else...its bugging me. I've been really tired lately & felt like crying...even if I didn't cry I still felt like it. I wonder if he's thinking about me & if him & his g/f will last or not & if not will he come back to me?? I'm just plain moody. Being moody makes my eating disorder more serious..its like hey if I have to be single I might as well puke...
I'm sick of waiting for him to come back or for another guy to come along. WIll it ever happen?? *sigh*