my sister is noticing again
2003-03-05 || 6:23 p.m.
my sisters noticing how I don't eat so much anymore so she's watching what i do more. memories of when i first started becoming ana in our last apartment. i remember i used to stand in the kitchen[still do]w/ food watching out for my sister & i would hide food behind the microwave...so it "looked" gone. then i would pick up the mess when she went upstairz or 2 bed.
i can't believe the docz in the U of A hospital almost make it look like fainting isn't a bad thing. like in sept when I had those "seizures or fainting spells" they said don't worry u just fainted. knowing me I didn't say anything about it but i was like okay why did i faint then?
hmmmm what else? more later if i think of anything sorry!